Lucuis. 21. he/hymn/it
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Category: Life
I miss New York. I miss the city. I miss the subway, the lights, the closeness of it all. I can't afford to go back... I shouldn't have left in the first place. But sadly I cannot change the past. All I can do is move forward and work towards a better life. » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
do i have to live this way. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
The people (bots?) setting up fake accounts with NSFL profile pictures are stupid. Why go through all the effort? Wouldn't it be easier to harass people from just one account...? I don't understand. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Tonight I am angry. I am bitter. Angry towards those who have wronged me and angry of how little control I seem to possess. Why am I always pushed to front? I consider myself to be a recluse, yet I'm the most present of us. I want to sleep. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I'm terrified of being tracked. I don't click links from people I don't trust. I don't have any social media outside of SpaceHey. I hardly go outside because I fear that there are people watching me. It gets lonely, really. And I know it's all in my head, but... the fear is so primal. It's like a bodily response, an instinct rather than a conscious thought process. I want to connect. I want friend... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
My head is throbbing. I remember being awake until 8pm-ish or so. I think I receded for a bit while someone else came to the front. Probably Naine. There are crumbs in the bed. He's always been such a sloppy asshole. I wonder if there are other systems out there that don't get along. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
th8s entry will be scandalous look away now XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxxxXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Last chance i miss the way we used to be. i got high alone tonight and remembered the clubs.. how i would pregame and stumble into clubs, dancing lazily with fuzzy eyes and gold in my veins. the eyes on me, the electricity of bodies swaying into my personal space and bumping sweaty shoulders with each other. N... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
There are a few of us floating around. I'd like to use SpaceHey as a place to let them communicate openly and anonymously. What I dislike about modern day social media is the exhibition of it all; you post on an account attached to your real-life face, your friends, your school, your job. I cannot imagine revealing to my peers, let alone the whole world my experience with any mental illness, let a... » Continue Reading
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