Ramblings of a 20-something system

There are a few of us floating around. I'd like to use SpaceHey as a place to let them communicate openly and anonymously. What I dislike about modern day social media is the exhibition of it all; you post on an account attached to your real-life face, your friends, your school, your job. I cannot imagine revealing to my peers, let alone the whole world my experience with any mental illness, let alone my (our?) experience as a system. 

I believe there are four or five of us. Myself, the caretaker (Lucius), the original (Knox), the persecutor (Naine), and the trauma holder (Chell).

There may be fragments here and there, but truthfully I'm afraid that acknowledging them (and their personhood) will "worsen" my DID (which is likely the fault of my OCD)... 

I've been fronting a lot lately. I can feel Naine here and there but I do my best to shove him away. He's gotten us into loads of trouble... I know it is my job to keep us afloat but some days I worry that I won't be strong enough to do it anymore. Sigh.