My OCD

I'm terrified of being tracked. I don't click links from people I don't trust. I don't have any social media outside of SpaceHey. I hardly go outside because I fear that there are people watching me. It gets lonely, really. And I know it's all in my head, but... the fear is so primal. It's like a bodily response, an instinct rather than a conscious thought process.

I want to connect. I want friends. But I can't get over my fear.