started a forum on my books i want to read but i want to put my favorites here to document them, loved writing blurbs about my favorite stories. have a good night, ill check in again tomorrow as always. xx uglies series/ westerfield- absolute fa » Continue Reading
things are good. other than my overwhelming sense of anxiety that ill never have enough money for a life of my own i am okay. im alive, kitty is healthy, water is on, life is good. looking forward to my days off. i hope you all have a great day. ill send some love out ^^ xx coraline » Continue Reading
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im so hungover my eyes feel like theyre coming out of my head however!!! i had such a great night. ended up going out for drinks after work (at midnight because insanity, but i have the day off today so im chillin) and the guy took me to this amazing bar, we ended up staying until 3am, it was a blast. after i had a conversation with this random drunk dude that was talki... » Continue Reading
good morning im doing good, slept okay, dont remember my nightmare, all is well. going to read a bit and enjoy some coffee, i still feel exhausted. in a good mood though. excited to finish 1984 soon. have a good day » Continue Reading
okay, better today. put my dreams out of my head and i got weed so im good lol. im truly not sure about the whole realities thing. its my theory, so like, tw for derealization on like, anything i post. as this is meant to be my diary i want to be able to write my honest thoughts, just know im aware that im literally insane and that if i was honest with a doctor i would be locked up. i just need ... » Continue Reading
well. i guess ill get into why i kin coraline since its getting worse. for many years ive had bad nightmares due to lots of trauma. they started out really scary and realstic and always stuck with me. it took a while for me to be okay in the mornings. now theyre even worse. they all connect like a timeline. as if im just dropping into another life thats existing parallel to ours. things are notice... » Continue Reading
tips for happiness from someone with major chronic depression read your favorite childhood series over again. buy a pink robe for your mornings. open the blinds ( just a little, as much as ur comfy with ) above all, take time for yourself. you dont owe anyone anything. your relationship with yourself is whats most important. sending love xx » Continue Reading