I need to get lots of things off my chest in hopes that there's someone out there who understands me, so please bear with me, I mean no harm :). I fucking hate my stepmom she's an ugly cheating whore and I wish the worst for her. I do not know how my dad keeps forgiving her. I cannot put up with her any longer and she should die and burn in hell for all eternity. she's the reason my dad doesn't li... » Continue Reading
sorry to the two people who check my blog.. i was at the mental hospital so couldnt update mucchhhh >_ < anyway haiii summer vacation is soon I cant waait anymore,, » Continue Reading
some guy saw me crying on the tram stop and offered me to smoke weed with him ty weed guy u saved me from ending it all i love u weed guy ill remember u forevr >_ < anyways hai meow meow » Continue Reading
there’s ice on my window I cant see outside this is my last straw I’m so close to blocking everyone and ending it all ,, lsmaoosoa anyway goodnight I’m scared my mom will kill me if she finds out what I’ve been doing almost every weekend for the last 8 months,, >_ < been telling her I’m sleeping over at my classmate’s house but really I’vd been taking the train to another city and sleeping at a ra... » Continue Reading
I’m bored I skipped school today,, I ate frozen grapes idk, might be put in a psych ward, my mom is trying to tell me to eat more food well, she does not understand that I physically cannot do that. Anwyas. My cat slept on top of me today XD also I need 260€ asap for flying.. might get a job >_ < only if I had time to do something.. anyways bye lol » Continue Reading
there’s an immense wave of melancholy washing over me, I can’t wait any longer for the weather to get warmer and for the birds to return. » Continue Reading
School started half a hour ago and I’m still home… propably going to skip and go get a smoothie instead,, ^^ have a great awesome day bye ! » Continue Reading
I literally feel so stupid rn,, why does nothing good ever happen to me I swear the world has something against me I'm so close to just giving up with everything lmfaoo. ANYWAYS I cut my bangs todayyy and I did indeed go get kebab with my friends.. I got food from the kids menu tho so I wouldnt feel so embarrassed about not being able to eat the bigger portion XD also I fixed my glasses they look ... » Continue Reading