hate

I need to get lots of things off my chest in hopes that there's someone out there who understands me, so please bear with me, I mean no harm :). I fucking hate my stepmom she's an ugly cheating whore and I wish the worst for her. I do not know how my dad keeps forgiving her. I cannot put up with her any longer and she should die and burn in hell for all eternity. she's the reason my dad doesn't like me. she is a lying bitch and I want to punch her face until it's so disfigured I can no longer recognize her. this blog is the only place where I can talk about this stuff because nobody else will fucking listen, even my therapist looks at me like I'm in the wrong. The mental hospital did no good and they just put me on some stupid meds and said I have a personality disorder, like fuck you and your stupid diagnosis I do not give a fuck about it why cannot you just let me be?????? also I talked with my teacher today (went to school for the first time in a long while) and she was so understanding, I'm going to high school next year and I don't know what I'm going to do without her, I need to move to another city and get my own apartment, but I'll manage I guess. my grades haven't been dropping much because I still go to school when I have tests, I get decent grades so it's all good for now. I wish to start fresh after summer is over, since it'll be a new city and new people. only thing that I'll miss about this school is my teacher. all of my classmates are annoying nagging bitches who think I'm their friend. I hate them with all my heart, and cannot wait for the day I don't ever need to see them again. like kill yourselves for all I care nobody would miss you anyways. can't say this to their face of course, they'd dislike me quite a lot after that lmao. 

again, to anyone who read the whole thing I'll rip my heart out and send it via mail!! >_<