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there’s ice on my window I cant see outside this is my last straw I’m so close to blocking everyone and ending it all ,, lsmaoosoa anyway goodnight I’m scared my mom will kill me if she finds out what I’ve been doing almost every weekend for the last 8 months,, >_< been telling her I’m sleeping over at my classmate’s house but really I’vd been taking the train to another city and sleeping at a random guy’s house who I met on snapchat,, he’s like 3 years older than me, I dont even like him but he has a motorcycle that he lets me ride on and he said he’ll take me to germany next summer..so I need to keep seeing him. Even if I don’t really want to, it’ll be worth it, I’ll just ghost him after.,, he’s too old for me and I’d much rather date a girl anyways LOL.. gn yall >_<