"idk anymore"
Age 23,he/him
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Category: Life
I've been pushing myself so far too far... I've been working none stop my sleeping problems have gotten worse my already shit self image has gotten worse and I have no choice but to continue I need the damn money..... The voices are louder I keep blacking out constantly... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
I'm just tired.... I need to do 36 hours or I'll get axed at work It took me over a year just to find this one.. I really need the damn money.... I feel like a failure....my can I just be a normal human being instead of someone wh » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
After that family trip thing I'm even more depressed I see my monster father in my younger brother more and more and my mother continues to enable it. I wish I had the fucking recourses to be able to do something like getting my brother the therapy he so fucking needs but I don't. In two years he'll be an adult and by that time eve » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Welp at least it's not a bathtub or floor.... Shitty foldable bed that will fuck up my back but eh could be worse I still cannot fathom my mother's logic in this damn trip Context. My younger brother who's 16 got suspended for bre » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Welp I'm out and about with the not so sane family of mine This is going to be hell. Especially since every time we stay at any kind of hotel I somehow end up either sleeping in a damn bathtub or the floor (one time it was a sink but whatever) And yet I'm scared to cut contact completely » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Gods why cant i do simple shit like a normal fucking adult for once. Goddammit why is it ridiculously hard to just hang the damn laundry instead of getting frozen in place not able to even move with only the thoughts and voices to taunt you and just makes your self esteem worse than it already is » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Starting a new job soon. Honestly pretty anxious about it. I hope I won't fuck it up somehow. It took over a year just to get the interview itself and yeaaaaahhhhhhhh. I really cant ppl that much anymore.... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Getting back on here has been weirdly Anxiety inducing. Might have stayed isolated for too long or somehow my social Anxiety has extended beyond irl again Ugh either way it sucks ass » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
(this whole thing that I'm about to post was not made by me full credit to admin angel from the werewolf shifters amino I highly recommend checking it out ) (I plan to post all of the current entry's of the building a better werewolf series) » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
(this whole thing that I'm about to post was not made by me full credit to admin angel from the werewolf shifters amino I highly recommend checking it out ) (I plan to post all of the current entry's of the building a better werewolf series) (I do not person » Continue Reading
Category: Life
use this link whenever you need to vent its anonymous you can type whatever you want and need to get out without it being broadcasted to the world (i know some people need to tell someone the things they are going through without them being judged and or someone freaking out and forcefully trying to help when they cannot) » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
welp just got blocked cuz i messaged hi to someone who literally had a blog saying to message any time like the fuck it wasnt even like a minor nor wanting to talk to adults(which is understandable) they were one year younger than me like the fuck anyways there ends my dumb vent lol' like anyone will look at my blogs anyways » Continue Reading
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