hello! it's been a while since i posted again, but here we are! "Are we conversing or are they just replying?" is something I often think about. I love chatting people first, taking initiative because I do want to talk to them, unfortunately it ends up with me overthinkg and probably deleting that message after a few hours of being undelivered. Growing up, I wasn't really a social fellow; in ele... » Continue Reading
Have you ever become infatuated with someone, then suddenly it's a full-blown love interest!? Well, that shit stinks!!!! (for me) It's a silly crush, a friend, and then you catch yourself laughing a bit too hard at their jokes, suddenly missing their presence even if they JUST left or you JUST finished talking with them. It's been a while since I've felt this way, and I am just so confused about h... » Continue Reading
this is embarrassing but I want to get it off my chest, I have been trying my best to ask my parents to bring me to a therapist but all my efforts have been futile, I want to figure out what's wrong with me but the problem is "theres no problem," well according to them I have several symptoms that can be observed but I worry that I'm just being weird about it I don't sense social cues like how o... » Continue Reading
hi first time blogging,,, kinda nervous,,, but yeah! as an aroace im suddenly craving... love??? AAUGH!! It may be the yearning but I just end up kind of envious but then again you're probably like,, "errr but being aroace isn't permanent you know!!" and i agree!! its just awkward that suddenly, im feeling these types of emotions, suddenly I want to be held by a person which is a first for me in a... » Continue Reading