this is embarrassing but I want to get it off my chest,
I have been trying my best to ask my parents to bring me to a therapist but all my efforts
have been futile, I want to figure out what's wrong with me but the problem is "theres no 
problem," well according to them 
I have several symptoms that can be observed but I worry that I'm just being weird about it
I don't sense social cues like how others do, I hate when changes happen, like genuinely, I'm blunt when I don't want to be, like I try to speak my mind but my parents just find what I'm saying is rude while to be really honest I don't have any intention to. T_T
It's just pretty annoying how I want to know what's wrong with me but the thing is
there may be nothing wrong with me which makes me worried even more, cause what do you mean nothing's wrong with me but I jus don't like being here, being a person, I have to lie to myself whenever I'm outside and inside my home, I'm uncomfortable and confused. 
It's just sucky!! Have you ever felt like this? I just want advice cause I don't really wanna self diagnose myself ;-; 
(talking about being on the spectrum!)
      
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not really the same but im gonna comment anyways so i thought for a long time i might be autistic but i would never ask my parents to go to a phyciatrist luckily my parents asked me like in august cus they thought it too so im going to one in like january but i still wanna go to therapy cus im very mentally ill and they dont know but i would never ask them for that
anyways i hope u get the help u need and a diagnosis
aw! i hope u can keep seeing ur therapist! and thank u!
by sonne / genesis !; ; Report
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What I assume you are talking about is perhaps being on the spectrum. I get it, at my school the neurodivergence rate is through the roof. I present a lot of symptoms of ADHD, and my mom says she's sure I have it but doesn't want to get me diagnosed. I've had at least 7 friends who told me 'yep you act like me so you have adhd' and I noticed that I tend to make friends with ADHD , audhd and ASD people because I tend to relate to them more, which makes sense. Like the 'theyre like me so I wanna be friends ' way. Thankfully I am high functioning so I don't believe I need medication (yet) but I plan on getting diagnosed if it becomes an issue for me:)
Ong sorry I tapped about myself, but I hope it gets better for you bro 🙏
*yapped
by GdsFvBnd; ; Report
OMG ITS OK, auugh, cuz im also functioning in a decent way possible, thank u!
by sonne / genesis !; ; Report