12:40 A.M. i have been trying all day to eat. the anxiety and heartache keeps coming in waves though, so it's been hard to since the anxiety fills you up yknow. i had such a beautiful day today though!! i got to see two of my bestest friends ever /srs so that made me so so happy!!! i just feel bad that the ache was there even during the happy times with them. i guess that's to be expected since s... » Continue Reading
I LOVE STAND ATLANTIC SO MUCHHHHH!!! the first time i heard of them was in 2019 i believe. i went to a one ok rock show, where waterparks and them opened. i was already really into waterparks and one ok rock (two of my favorite bands), but i didn't know stand atlantic was opening with them so when they came on i was like :0 and the frontwoman is a woman which made me so :000!!! it makes me so happ... » Continue Reading
i don't listen to much of yungblud but for some reason i get into moods where i listen to their song it's quiet in beverly hills on repeat for a few days. it feels so sentimental, yet yearning slash longing, yet hopeful in a way. i know the song is mostly about like, hollywood and the fakeness of it and being a person inside of that system. but i think the whole song can relate to The Person indi... » Continue Reading