The weekend was so horrid and up until yesterday I was in a mental spiral due to the fact that I ran out of my meds waiting for my pending refill. I was just a wad of emotions and just couldn't get a handle on things. Thankfully I'm back to my "normal" self and hopefully that never happens again. Ooof that was rough. just venting cuz Idk just feel like it. » Continue Reading
Update for my YouTube channel Made a quick update video for my channel explaining what has been going on and what will be happening soon to be better content to share, all without monetizing because I just want to do this for fun not for any kind of financial upstart haha, I'm not that good yet. Maybe someday but I don't know how I feel about it. Enjoy » Continue Reading
Chaotic cheese youtube channel I got two videos of sims4 lets play, and a UAP UFO video and I'll be making another tomorrow and then more after the new year. Enjoy -Ash » Continue Reading
Creating a script/outline for a "fireside chat" on my youtube channel tomorrow. Just going to be a casual video talking about random topics and just reconnecting to the few subscribers that I have since I've fallen off the site due to not having proper gaming equpitment for streaming and recording so in the mean time I'm trying to just create content that is still watchable and not to boring, thou... » Continue Reading
Suuch a good game to get into and play, I'd describe it a a cozy, fantasy, MMO that also includes a huge online community on discord and reddit. I just got sunk into this game yesterday and I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. I played for a solid 10+ hours. ( I know rookie number) but still its AWESOME and the graphics are really good too and not to many bugs. From what I can tell ... » Continue Reading
Getting things together for a weekend of ghosts and creepy walks in the woods to some abandoned building, basically runs at this point, thankfully on public land so I'll be taking my time while visiting. Pretty excited. » Continue Reading
Needing a long bath with bubbles, dark music and candles, a coffee. I feel so exhausted and tense. There is just a fat aching weight in my brain and I'm trying so hard to fight it. It's just all blown up from all the chaos my brain is used to lol. -Ash. » Continue Reading
Been watching Buffy lately after not watching it for a while, I read some of the books and have the last season comic, character voice over. Favorite characters are 1. Giles 2. Drucilla 3. Dawn » Continue Reading
I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bored!!! >, < I need friends to talk to and help me not rot all day staring at my damn ceiling!! I don't mind if you're older or whatever » Continue Reading