"battling my demons (dys/mor/phia)"
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Category: Life
I called campus health and they scheduled an appointment with someone so I could possibly start HRT, but instead they just game me a counselor who knew nothing about it so now I have to wait till next week to meet with another counselor so they can refer me to someone who actually knows what they're doing. .-. aaa I wish I was so sure of myself but at times I doubt my descision..,, » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
As I lie in a field Of crystal-faded Stars And headstones of my past selves Lined with roses black and blue The inky black sky cradles my limp weak body As I wait for eternity to remember me as I truly am I silently beg, for my impact to be small The Stars glow with a beauty unlike any other In one instant it’s over Decimating what could have b » Continue Reading
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Category: Games
i have swept wong enouwgh. The kingdom of heaven has wong since fowgotten my name T-T, and i am eagew >w < to make them wemembew. Howevew, the bwood of minos stains uw hands, and i muwst admit… i'm cuwwiouws abouwt uw skiwws, weapon. And so, befowe i teaw down the cities and cru » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I really don’t understand,, I know my metabolism is slow but Im down to a meal and a snack a day for the past 3 weeks and I feel fatter than fucking ever. I hate my fucking body and I hate that even when I try to change I can never fucking do so And my face- My fucking facial hair comes in so fast literally minutes after a clean shave I have a dark chin I hate this so much » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It should always be a 50% chance of light rain every day. Im tired of this “once every two weeks” bull**** I love raaiinn do muchh >w < » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It should always be a 50% chance of light rain every day. Im tired of this “once every two weeks” bull**** I love raaiinn do muchh >w < » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Looking back, there was a time in 3rd grade when I started getting leg hair and I used my moms razor to shave, except I didnt know to use shaving cream, or how hard to push, so I literally just scraped the top layer of skin off before realizing I was doing it wrong and got scared… I told my parents the razor just so happened to fall in the shower at the right angle to do that -w- I think little me... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Meow: 4/26/22, 11:37 PM 4/27/22, 11:44 PM 4/28/22 11:14 PM 4/30/22, 1:26 AM 5/1/22, 1:41 AM 5/2/22, 12:43 AM 5/4/22, 11:33 PM 5/5/22, 11:25 PM 5/6/22, 11:12 PM 5/8/22, 2:15 AM 5/8/22, 11:49 PM 5/9/22, 11:01 PM 5/11/22, 12:01 AM 5/11/22, 11:01 PM 5/12/22, 10:51 PM 5/14/22, 1:11 AM 5/15/22, 1:08 AM 5/15/22, 10:00 PM 5/15/22, 10:01 PM 5/15/22, 11:26 PM » Continue Reading
Category: Music
For merely dreaming we were snow. A siren sounds, like the goddess who promises endless apologies of paradise. And only she can make it right. So things are different tonight. *Cue the next coolest 7 minutes you’ll have this month* » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I think I've just witnessed the most beautiful person in the galaxy, and they work in the dining hall at my uni, ., Their hair was in the objectively best hairstyle (ponytail with some hair left out, dangling from the sides). Their eyeliner was messy and perfect, and the choker they were wearing was a perfect match with the uniform outfit they had to wear...,,. They seemed to be being taught the ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
I really think this one turned out good :3 » Continue Reading
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