But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here... This song makes me sad. I listen to it when I feel like a dumb loser. I'm listening to it right now so I'm feeling like a dumb loser right now. Wanna know why? Probably not, but I'll tell you anyways. I met this girl online. Far out of my league, I'm surprised she even messaged me. We hit it off over text, and » Continue Reading
I am very sick today. I feel miserable. T_T At least I got to skip my boring class today, I thought I'd go play some more Half-Life but I feel so weak I might just go back to bed after posting this. Speaking of Half-Life, I haven't played it in a bit and I'm starting to feel an odd longing for it. I miss the characters as if they were my real friends. Maybe I need to stop being online so much. @_@... » Continue Reading
Hi everyone, I have another update on my experience with Half-Life. As I've been playing more, I've been getting to know the characters more. And it seems I completely misunderstood Dr. Coolatta as a character. Initially I just thought he was some psycho freak and nothing more. He really gave me the creeps and I felt like he was just gonna choke me at any second. But Dr. Coomer slapped some sen » Continue Reading
I started my spring break today, and also did something really risky. I skipped class. It was pretty fun! x) First thing I did was head to the store and bought a six pack of beer. Went home, got wasted, read some playboy, and played video games. More specifically, I played Sly Cooper. (awesome game BTW, you should check it out!) And speaking of Sly Cooper, I made some fan art of Carmelita Fox. » Continue Reading
Yesterday something amazing happened. I work at Spencer's, and there's this one girl that likes to shop here all the time. She's really cute and I think I have a tiny crush on her. She came into the store yesterday. I was very excited to see her (as always) and hoped maybe something would actually happen between us this time. And something DID happen. SHE GAVE ME HER N » Continue Reading
I have a lot of strange thoughts. I'm sure we all do, but mine feel too strange. I'm a big fan of Evanescence. Amy Lee is an amazing singer. (and she's HAWT!) But sometimes.... I wish I could sing like her. But I'm a guy. Is that weird? Sometimes I even wish I looked like her, but again, I'm a fat ugly hairy man. I'd probably traumatize some people if I tried. Maybe in another life I was meant to ... » Continue Reading
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real Ther » Continue Reading
Hello, it's been quite a bit since I made a blog. You must be wondering what I've been up to. Well, honestly it's not that interesting. Mostly dumb old college stuff, but I've also been chipping away at Half-Life. I know it's been a while, but I actually haven't gotten far since my last blog about it. I've been super busy. I am still in awe about how good the game is. I have a lot of fun interacti... » Continue Reading
Wipe away the summer air You don't wanna see That's you in that Photograph from 1973 A nd you don't even know me Those are the lyrics to one of my favorite songs right now. Can you guess what it is? Hint: they're listed in my favorite artists on my profile. I love music. It is one of my favorite forms of art. You can put » Continue Reading
Today is March 4th, 2003. Remember when I was talking about that new VR headset I got with Half-Life? Well, after I finished studying last night I finally started playing it. Awesome. As. Hell. I've never played such a realistic game before. The characters felt so real! They actually introduced themselves and we could have custom conversations. They could hear me! I didn't know technology was so a... » Continue Reading
Hello, I am back with some Fan-Art I made of Brian Griffin from Family Guy. He's one of my favorite characters. I made this in Paint, pretty proud of it. Took 2 hours. Hope you like it! :-) -Anny B. » Continue Reading
Today is March 3rd, 2003 (How funny.) I am currently listening to The Bad Touch by Bloodhound Gang. I think this song is pretty funny. x) I am also studying for some stupid exam, but I really want to play Half-Life right now. I just got a brand new VR headset that came with the game and I'm very excited to try it. I think VR will be the future of gaming. Anyways, I haven't received any messages ye... » Continue Reading