im a lover with so much passion. i love my friends , my little sister , my dog , the sun , the birds chirping , the mango drink i order , my bed , smelling the flowers , my coworkers , going to the beach , feeling sad , and being alive. god how i love being alive. im so sorry for hurting myself and trying to take these wonderful things away. i forgive myself for everything. i was only a kid. i was... » Continue Reading
i hate poems i hate that my feelings look romantic or can sound beautiful but i am devastated from licking my own wounds and feeling this pain ive turned into a monster that can self recognize im nothing but everlasting poetry expressing my hardships » Continue Reading
the day your smell and mine become one , when our laundry gets done in the same load , when your shampoo and mine are the same bottle , when our shoes sit together on the same rack , is the day my heart longs for » Continue Reading
im love sick im obsessive when it comes to you. you take up every inch of my mind and i love it. if im not thinking of you im thinking of how much i want everyone else to just disappear. i wan only you. im love sick theres a pain in my chest , where my heart is supposed to be , when im away from you. im in pain when i cant have you. i feel like im falling apart and drying when you say we shouldnt... » Continue Reading
hold me lungs fill with air , i can finally breath again heartbeats race with anxiety i raise my head and i calm your gaze holds so much power over me if you wanted to , you could destroy stars the pulse in your veins is loud but the beat of your heart echos in my ears i can hear it from miles away you raise my face with a finger under my chin and tell me " you have to be kind " the kindness i ... » Continue Reading
oh god what a dream it would be to do his chores and to clean up after him. what a dream it would be to make our bed together in the mornings » Continue Reading
hes beautiful he sent me a message the other night and told me the sweetest things. tears poured from my eyes because i had never felt so loved. he touches my heart every second of the day and ive never been more grateful hes beautiful he tells me he loves me and sometimes i doubt him. not because i dont feel his love but because i have been deceived so many times. the warmth that flows out from ... » Continue Reading
oh to be stuck in an eternal embrace to lock arms with you for 6 000 years to always be by your side to stare deep into your eyes until they become dark like the center of the universe. i feel it here i feel it with you my soul swells and weeps in eternal happiness every tear i shed is another ' i love you ' i silently tell you i whisper to you each night as you lay your head to rest about how ... » Continue Reading
your thumb digs into its skin pulling it back and away ripping off a section and offer me the piece. a piece of you in a way. i savour the juice on my tongue. its only when youre not there to offer me a section do i realize how much i love to eat oranges » Continue Reading
i wish i wasnt who i am. i wish i could shed my skin and become someone else , leaving all my issues and problems on that old dry dirty skin. but it clings to me , the skin never flaking away or peeling up. the skin underneath so healthy , practically glowing , stays hidden away , lost under this old dry dirty skin. my feelings bubble up and present themselves as blisters trying so hard to get the... » Continue Reading