your honesty

hold me

lungs fill with air , i can finally breath again

heartbeats race with anxiety 

i raise my head and i calm

your gaze holds so much power over me

if you wanted to , you could destroy stars 

the pulse in your veins is loud but the beat of your heart echos in my ears

i can hear it from miles away

you raise my face with a finger under my chin and tell me

" you have to be kind " 

the kindness i wish to give , i also deserve. 

no ones been crueller than ive been to me.