im so happy

im a lover with so much passion. i love my friends , my little sister , my dog , the sun , the birds chirping , the mango drink i order , my bed , smelling the flowers , my coworkers , going to the beach , feeling sad , and being alive. god how i love being alive. im so sorry for hurting myself and trying to take these wonderful things away. i forgive myself for everything. i was only a kid. i was so inexperienced. so much was unknown to my young mind. i remember feeling just as curious as i did back then. theres so much to explore and so much time. i love you.