he

hes beautiful

he sent me a message the other night and told me the sweetest things. tears poured from my eyes because i had never felt so loved. he touches my heart every second of the day and ive never been 

more grateful

hes beautiful

he tells me he loves me and sometimes i doubt him. not because i dont feel his love but because i have been deceived so many times. the warmth that flows out from his chest fills my body and at times like this i think

hes beautiful 

thinking about him makes me emotional. im so lucky to have him. his dark hair , his bright eyes that look even more stunning in the sunshine , the feel of his back , the smell that lingers on his clothes , everything. it all feels unreal.

and it all sets in. im feeling our connection every time i see him like its the first time. every breath i take is supported by him. the beat of my heart follows the rhythm of the universe none of this was a coincidence and im glad. i was lucky and found him amongst all the hardships i have faced he has brought me to the surface of the water and shown me i can breath again and 

i think to myself

hes so beautiful.