I keep making mini monster cans out of the big ones because theyre useless items and i love useless items! In other news uhhhhh nothing really. It was a nice day today and i met my friends 12 week old frenchie puppy (its her first dog so ill allow it, were an adopt only house hold o7), his name was Abe and as the dog whisperer he loved me lol. Uhh i got subway, urghghghgh lol Stay frosty sheeple » Continue Reading
Easter half term,,, yayyyyyy. time to do all the work i missed which is a boat load. Omg i have a music hall concert tmrw yay! My purple friend might buy us a drink yay! Eurghh im so tired. dont piledrive a monser can into your head sheeple » Continue Reading
eurghhh this assignment is kicking my ass. its not like i dont know the material, i do. but having to make 4000 words off it is harrrdddd. I got like 300 or so done today and it was due 6 hours ago. Maybe i would be more motivated if the tutors were actually solid on what happens if we dont submit it. Or like helped us. The BTEC breif keeps contradicting itself and its driving me insane. Why cant... » Continue Reading
Im actually so stupid. So ik my dad drank apple cider vinegar to like help with digestion. but what he failed to mention was the quantity of vinegar you need to drink. i drank about 500ml of neat vinegar. i was dry heaving into the sink for about 10 minuets and then threw up 5 times, now my sinuses are full of partly digested food and acid yum. im actually a genius (i will never be able to eat v... » Continue Reading
my joints have been hurting a lot recently and i dont now why. Mainly my wrists and hips despite not doing much. Im also back on my 'being to unmotivated to get up in time for college' mode again. Not like the tutors care, but keeping any positive habit for any length of time is hard, but its also easy to keep the completely convoluted one i have which makes no sense and if i dont follow it to 80%... » Continue Reading
its all bluring into one long day, weeks go by and i dont realise it. i didnt even know my last blog post was 4 days ago. i thought it was like a day ago. Omg its almost the end of the year and i cannot remember anything. Christmas data season fucked me so hard i could not deal with it and now im months behind schedual. Everything gest worse. just kill me already i dont want this. » Continue Reading
i have done nothing notable but think about all the people i hate for 3 days. also sleep, ive been asleep more than i have been awake. gay ass existance wtf is this shit. I should play the first Class of 09 game again its secondary school nostalgia of the times when people would huff volatile solvents and green out the bathrooms and steal the ethernet cables and wifi routers so no one could access... » Continue Reading
I was listening to some of Sewerslvt's older music on her discography and it took me a while to realise she had added more music since her indefinite hiatus in 2021. Its just remixes but its good, really good. Im just glad she's still alive than anything, I mean fuck her but I dont wish her death. In other news, i found like a 5 yr old amazon gift card and got some arm warmers!!! like the y2k stri... » Continue Reading
The people I was sort of friends with at college don’t seem to want to talk to me anymore so I’m back to just sitting by myself at lunch. This just happens. Bruh, I felt better yesterday as well but that’s ruined. I didn’t even do anything. Am I just that unlikable or boring. God damn time for more metal work. Bye sheeple. » Continue Reading
I had kimchi in a ramen at a restaurant a while ago so i decided to make it because my mums nurse friend said that the reason im gaining weight is because I severly under eat and my body is basically in energy conservation mode. So any thing with any amount of calories is metabolised really slowly. What eating 800-1000 calories a day for over 2 years does to a mf ig. The bad part however is im goi... » Continue Reading
No sure if sleep deprived, or neurotic. Could not focus in the workshop and broke like 3 drill bits because i was just not with it, people probably thing im noided af. I mean their right but god damn. Then i got home and cried because i ripped my 1 (one) binder because i was yanking on it because i was legitimately tweaking out FFS. I stitched it good enough but then just completely shut down and ... » Continue Reading
drove my dads car a town over to save on driving lessons, it wasnt that bad. I prefer manual cars because auto is for losers ahhaaaaaa. more osu!, aiming to be top 10,000 global by the end of the year. Currently top 1.3m global. Not bad considering I was at top 2.4m like a month ago, just have to keep pushing the skill ceiling. Trying to beat my ProSekai ENG global which is top 500 last season (i... » Continue Reading