Kimchi

I had kimchi in a ramen at a restaurant a while ago so i decided to make it because my mums nurse friend said that the reason im gaining weight is because I severly under eat and my body is basically in energy conservation mode. So any thing with any amount of calories is metabolised really slowly.

What eating 800-1000 calories a day for over 2 years does to a mf ig.

The bad part however is im going to gain even more weight before it starts to drop again. Im not like fucking obese but the chub must go. 

Also yes today was just as shit as yesterday, the depression comes back every 2 weeks or so and i do nothing but cry and sleep. Then it goes again and im just impartial to almost everything.

Reminds me how the actor for House only went to therapy because he witnessed a car crash and felt nothing. House is such a weird show, funny for the wrong reasons lol.

I want to watch more South Park, bye sheeple