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"researching ecologies, exploring"

autistic asshole & artist. Greek freak-> Turtle Island. early 20s

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Meet Your God

Category: News and Politics

"Therefore this is what I will do to you, Israel, and because I will do this to you, Israel, prepare to meet your God." in Palestine, Sudan, the Congo, Haiti, Yemen, Puerto Rico, Tigray, Hawaii, Ethiopia, Somalia, Amerikkka, and all across this Earth we share, there is a struggle - for for » Continue Reading

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my life is way too valuable & way too big

Category: Life

if i can raise the prices & rent in a neighborhood by storing my stuff there if i can put all the people i love in danger by being more trouble than i'm worth if i can mean so much more, be so much more valuable, to everyone than another person who could be me in Palestine that nobody confronts their mor(t)ality as long as they have me if i can be so big nobody can see past me or my needs or my de... » Continue Reading

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binary code does not make reality

Category: Writing and Poetry

individualism or collectivism, two binary choices represented & defined by the English language they can be understood in. when you reach out to someone you see crying to comfort them, what is that? when you move yourself away from the noise someone else is making because you are overstimulated, what is that? when you move yourself closer to feel their warmth, what is that? when you hear someone l... » Continue Reading

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memory: Alzheimer's & Asphodel

Category: Writing and Poetry

wander and wander and wander and wander do not let me go listless, but witness my rest dancing, spinning, getting dizzy, losing stories do not ever let me lose energy, or stop these worries stay human stay human stay human stay human "i really do not understand, and therefore beg of you to assist my memory." - plato, who is not my only ancestor i beg i beg i beg » Continue Reading

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the death of innocence.

Category: Religion and Philosophy

"Because settler colonialism is built upon an entangled triad structure of settler-native-slave, the decolonial desires of white, nonwhite, immigrant, postcolonial, and oppressed people, can similarly be entangled in resettlement, reoccupation, and reinhabitation that actually further settler colonialism. The metaphorization of decolonization makes possible a set of evasions, or 'settler moves to ... » Continue Reading

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the fences

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

once, when i was a kid, i had a dream that was basically my neighborhood (my, in that i live there) unmodified, except for these four fences all around suddenly, instead of being able to go anywhere my body could go, i was limited to almost exactly six blocks, maybe eight? altogether a prison supposedly, it was for my safety, and the safety of everyone in the neighborhood but i had vague memories ... » Continue Reading

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plato is not your only ancestor

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

you might have the same names in your mind / as the ones who took your gods when they offered you Christ but do you remember how to read the guts read the guts read the guts read the guts read the guts read the guts  διάβασε τα κÏŒτσια. i think about the forgotten lives of forgotten people, their work referenced a couple times in another's work as part of a story » Continue Reading

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aftermath

Category: Romance and Relationships

joel. or, no, that's not your name; joel. i did really love you. did you know that? yes, i understand you knew that cognitively, i'm asking if it hit you. the way it hit me. i have been through all the normal stages of grief, and some abnormal, too; i h » Continue Reading

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the signs at the pier.

Category: Life

the ones that say "it is illegal to sell fish from here because there is mercury in the fish, mercury & other toxins." next to, or under, the ones that say, "no skateboarding, no biking, no bonfires, no drinking, no drugs, n--" » Continue Reading

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transformation & evolution online

Category: Blogging

per my last blog post: a message i sent to a friend the other day : " but yeah, i'm someone who likes to reinvent themselves often....it feels unfair that they (They) get to just Store my Past Incarnations in a server somewhere » Continue Reading

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a message i sent to a friend today

Category: Blogging

summarizes my thoughts on a lot of this shit yeah i recently realized social media has changed from random cool people blogging to algorithms forcing us all to be Human Product if we want 'an audience' even if it's an audience of j our friends. retro social media like spacehey is so much better but even that's » Continue Reading

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benny's cooking blog: clam chowder with radish! 3/30/24

Category: Food and Restaurants

hello to my 51 friends so far! yesterday, my family was gifted a huge radish by our friend Natalie, from NourishLA. this morning, i woke up and it was cloudy; raining. it was going to be a slow, lazy, cozy day inside, and i figured out how i wanted to use the radish: by putting it into a soup. but not just any soup! clam chowder.   nasty as hell if you make it wrong, but a filling, delicious gift ... » Continue Reading

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