MY Life has been a rollercoaster

Life has been so up and down recently, My boyfriend and I almost broke up this weekend and I was devastated thankfully we've been able to get through it but...Now I feel like I'm afraid of how easily he was willing to get rid of me. Im glad we got passed it but I feel like if we fight again would he want to break up with me I don't know. I guess I can't think to deep about it Because I don't have a crystal ball.

-Basic