i fear i may be cringe as all hell for writing this. please be kind in the comments. i'm typically not one for real person (fan)fiction, but the petekey lore has a death grip on my brain, so i decided to write a vampire au on ao3 about it. y'know. to cope. (aka, i may not be normal about petekey, but at least i'm not heychris) updates will be sporatic. life happens, and what not. rating: teen and... » Continue Reading
once again i lie awake with a brain that won't stop reeling. i don't know if it's insomnia or not. maybe it is. maybe it doesn't actually matter, because i'll be tired at work either way. or maybe i'm just tired of everything. when did once every other month become the only times i see my friends? this isn't what i signed up for when i didn't cash out before i hit 18. i just wanted to spend a litt... » Continue Reading
take the title literally. but i regret to inform you, the offer is not for you. a friend of mine really came in clutch after i mentioned wanting to get my hands on one. he said he'd rather see it used than let it sit and rot where he'd been keeping it. i'm taking it to get it strung up later. got my hands on a fresh journal to get some writing done too. i don't know how far this "let's start a ban... » Continue Reading
a letter never sent. 9.9.25. i didn't want to leave you treading water on your own. i guess it was already too late for that. you swam back to the shallow end, but i had already gotten out of the pool. that's not fair to you, is it? but i wanted to stay in the shallow end. i wanted to get used to the water, wade through for a while. but you were eager, you'd already grown accustomed, and you just ... » Continue Reading
i've been severely neglecting my profile here since i made an account back in like 2021. i wanna be more active, make more friends (with adults, preferably), all that jazz, so i figured i'd put the idea out there and maybe it'll come to fruition. i like writing. i'm in the process of writing a couple fanfics on ao3, actually. they're still in draft mode and once they're actually posted they'll be ... » Continue Reading