the upper left side of my chest and the fingers of my right hand ache. in different ways. the former feels like a light injury, the latter like bones ameliorated into glassy chimes of rickets. or maybe like mallets waiting to be played, to lose their equanimity and leave their closed position to drop the book that they clasp. but we know that wouldnt happen and they will just continue to ache, and... » Continue Reading
its weird how what feels recent already stands at a distance of years now, and half of this decade has already been passed. there has been a culture of “authenticity” and “revival” that has subsumed modern internet culture. in 2020-2022 it was memes like “touch grass” and “bloomer”, in 2023-2024 it was -maxxing culture and “tradwife” shit, and now its conservative goths and a simulation of 2000s i... » Continue Reading
a year ago i wanted to watch this film but i just got drunk and divagated from it. it was necessary that this happened that allowed for an ample maturation of sensibility before i returned, all in harmony to divine wisdom. two poles of interpretation of the masses: the discordance of the masses in the film was not set off by the “prince” who, only as an indirect silhouette, inspired what always s... » Continue Reading
i see that this is a common notion people use so ill try to dispel it cause im arrogant. first, there is no ‘we’, cause people r from different backgrounds of cultures races nationalities classes, “we” r all fragmented. that doesnt reject marxism though, its just that we r always only assemblages and not castes. two, we never put into the picture of the world our standpoint as constitutive of it.... » Continue Reading
if essence can only be found through or in appearance (sartre) the question is what creates repetition? symbolic thinking, language, and intentional functionalism is my answer. what does it mean for essence then? could essence be intention of essence (husserl?), the failure than comes with practical everyday functionality? i dont see why nominalism is wrong. i think there is one side of it i have... » Continue Reading
when god died, we recognized our eternal castration, that we have no axis of reference, that we only had ourselves to answer to when it came to our existence. from there what grounds value seemed to only be authenticity, what we think of as our essence. is that not why heidegger became a nazi, to restore a ‘cultural dasein’? this ‘essence’ only comes into existence through antagonism, but reaction... » Continue Reading
why is it that on the internet philosophy has been defiled into an aesthetic and not even multiple aesthetics but just this one: absurdism?? “we search for meaning in a meaningless universe” but what does meaning mean? maybe when camus studied nietzsche he didnt realize that the gap between value and legitimacy wasnt inherent but the product of religion declining » Continue Reading
when ur so insulated in ur own perception that there is no internality, without the external aseptic to ur interpretation; when u feel that ur in full command of ur thoughts, composed and gallant, thats when ur most susceptible to peripeteia, impalpable reversal, and again ur caught in waves that stand taller than any volition u can gather, undulating in the anxiety of existence. » Continue Reading