Lately I've been talkin to a guy and its messin up my mind like crazy. Being in my 20's is like a whole new experience and i feel like i always end up dealing wid the wrong type of people. Things are just not as easy as it used to be in teenage or childhood. I'm still tryin to digest the fact that I'm an adult now and not jus a 17 yr old girl. I graduated a few days ago but we've been at our place... » Continue Reading
Continuation of ep 3 I couldn't sit with these feeelings anymore and i had to let it out for my wellbeing. as for i was overthinking if i should even talk to him or not after that ghosting session. But yk what - fuck it. He wasnt being any empathetic either. so i texted him if he is really okay and he replied yea he is fine and wassap. I followed up with '' then why'd you that ? why'd you ghost m... » Continue Reading
So apparently the person with whom I was kindda havin a talking stage typ shi ghosted me for 2 days. I have anxious attachment style I've been working on myself...constantly educating myself...learning to identify the people who are not adding value to my life and letting go off them. I am a very secure person now but i still feel all of the anxi » Continue Reading
As i continue my venting i want to talk about how nobody knows how to talk anymore mahnnn! I'd be talkin about this through the example of Cryno(a guy i recently started talkin to) but just know that its not just this person that i felt like noone knows how it talk anymore - but its like a build up of multiple experiences. So we kindda clicked when i mentioned something about my parents fighting a... » Continue Reading