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Cassette updates (legit 1980's megadeth tape Obtained)

Category: Music

So i realize i never posted an update on the cassette recorder my bf found on the side of the road. Here's the update: It works! some small bumps along the way but as far as I'm concerned if its making sound at all thats a win. Today's news, however, is that along with the cassette recorder we obtained, I also got my hands on a very well loved megadeth tape, complete with mystery dirt inside of it... » Continue Reading

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mmm. 3

Category: Life

behind my eyes I can feel the world transform into something otherworldly.  And I wish i could see what my brain witnesses  Instead of just a funny feeling.  I started writing my journal entries like a trip report. Just a bunch of hippie nonsense:  If not for the limitations of physics, life would branch out endlessly. We all reach for the empty sky an » Continue Reading

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mmm .2

Category: Writing and Poetry

Where am I?  I look out the window at the rain-pouring sky and see my mind reflected in the clouds. A turbulent symphony of emotions cancel each other out and I become empty. The white noise of continuous daily life wears down my identity like a river hugs the rocks, and I become smooth. Motionless. Thump. Pulse. Thump. Pulse. Thump. My heartbeat pauses with my breath as I look out the window. I f... » Continue Reading

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mmm .1

Category: Writing and Poetry

The sky is an open, gaping wound. An infinity stretches beyond our shallow home, a veil of condensation, blindingly bright and darker than dark, cold, and burning magma hot. I can't bear to look at it anymore.  I walk the same path I always do but it feels like the first time. I can't figure out if I've forgotten something or if I'm just anticipating the future in which something has been forgotte... » Continue Reading

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the inescapable urge to self-destroy

Category: Writing and Poetry

It's been there ever since I was 17. It lingers like the last dredges of an edible, after the fun wears off -- all I feel is sluggish, no strength to lift my arms as I melt away and pretend I am someone else, someone worse, someone terrible.  I pretend I am a sleazebag working a night shift at a poorly paying job, always smelling like a pretentious incense, skinny like i never eat. No friends, I a... » Continue Reading

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We found a cassette recorder

Category: Life

The downside is that we have no idea if it works and it was a little wet when we found it. the positives are that it SEEMS like it works and something is definitely running when we plug it in and tu » Continue Reading

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