"excited, so excited"
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Category: Blogging
it's 1:15 a.m. for me, what time is it for you? i tried peppermint liquor for the first time today. it was alright. i liked the taste but it felt as if it had burned my stomach. i felt very socially disconnected and dishonest to everyone despite being intoxicated, which made me feel even worse because usually that helps me and doesn't hurt me. but at least i talked a bit with a few new people and ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
I keep feeling alone in such a fundamental and inconsolable way. I feel like I have nothing to say to other people and other people have nothing to say to me. I talk to so many people all the time, but after asking about their occupation, their interests, their hobbies and how they got into them, what kinda music/books/movies they like, current events, different ideologies, talking about whatever ... » Continue Reading
Category: Quiz/Survey
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Category: Art and Photography
i've wanted to go home for as long as i've been on this earth. i remember being in a flat where i must've been under 5 years old because of where we lived and staring out the living room window at night with this intense longing to go home in my chest, not really knowing how to place it. it's a chronic, intense feeling that is always lurking in the quiet. it's like being thirsty all of the time an... » Continue Reading
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Category: Parties and Nightlife
yesterday was definitely in the top 3 wildest nights of my life. the bands were AWESOME, just reallyreallyreally good. loved them so much. i wish they had CDs, i definitely would've bought them. can't buy vinyls because my record player is broken and i don't know when i can get my hands on a new one at a reasonable price. this girl started talking to me inbetween the acts and invited me to stand w... » Continue Reading
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Category: Parties and Nightlife
i went to this goth night that i had never been to before yesterday and it was amazing. would've liked a little less synthpop & dark wave and more 80s and 90s rockier stuff but dancing was a blast anyways, plus there were some absolute bangers thrown in there. i danced to "Lavender Fields" by Lebanon Hanover which is such a special song to me... "Let Them be Alien" was basically the album that got... » Continue Reading
Category: Art and Photography
i can't figure out how to make images show up on spacehey, if anyone has any ideas on how to fix this, feel free to help me! you can look at it on imgur: https://imgur.com/a/L0bkPI3 i've been sick recently and had a lot of time on my hands to draw again, i'm overflowing with ideas. this piece is about smiling bitterly at the edge of desperation and clinging on to music » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
sometimes i think about the day where i first drank alcohol when i was 13, i did a whiskey shot with my friend and we did that thing where we interlinked our arms. it tasted disgusting and i threw up in my other friend's kitchen sink. from there on we would go on to drink this disgusting whiskey all the time because that was the only alcohol that my friend's mom had at home. she would bring it in ... » Continue Reading
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