VANILLI

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Story time

Category: Blogging

One time I replied to a post because I thought it was funny but then after ten minutes i realized it was satire so i disintegrated off of the app for a while. » Continue Reading

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Friendshipss

Category: Life

I don’t know if it’s a random boost of sadness, but I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m better off alone. I try to have friends but I don’t really know how to have friends if that makes sense.  Being alone for a few years might’ve made my communication skills worse than usual... Like how often do I text someone I consider a friend? Do I ask them about their likes and dislikes?  I don’t wanna be i... » Continue Reading

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To be friends or not to be friends… that is the question.

Category: Life

There’s this pattern where I try to form some friendships, and things always go well. People say I’m nice and have a great personality, but then they end up blocking me. I’m not sure why it keeps happening, but I’m starting to question if I’m doing wrong…  I already have such a hard time tryin » Continue Reading

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Neurodivergence

Category: Life

Being neurodivergent is really difficult and exhausting. I hate when people think something is “wrong” with me, or that I’m too “sensitive”. The struggles I have are often pushed to the side and I don’t wanna live apologetically with that constant need for self correction.  » Continue Reading

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STUTTERINNGG

Category: Blogging

I hate stuttering. my brain can never be in sync with my mouth. In elementary school, it would happen until I couldn't speak anymore. Now, when I can’t get the word out, I just wait to reload lol. It happens every day still, but not as bad. When I did presentations in high school, everything was perfect because I’d just hyperventilate and speak fast. I don’t know how to stop it or what triggers it... » Continue Reading

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WHOS THAT POKEMON!?

Category: Blogging

I wish I can sleep but I just can’t. I either get sleep paralysis or have very vivid dreams that I can control in some way. Most times I don’t fall asleep until 6am. » Continue Reading

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Halowen!

Category: Blogging

I’ll stop trick or treating when I get past 5’2 and look like a responsible adult. I know Halloween is on Friday but I still don’t have a costume picked. I’m thinnnkiing a teletubbie or an inflatable noodle man.  » Continue Reading

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Skool!

Category: School, College, University

Mkay so.. it’s going great this semester. So far, I like my professors and can handle the class instruction, but I just procrastinate often and can’t get out of that habit. I managed to get this week’s work done until now. It’s been hours and I haven’t even started a sentence yet..  » Continue Reading

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Madoka

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

Alright so.. yesterday I started madoka magica because I wanted to see why so many people would say that she’d solo Naruto and sauske. Unfortunately, I think i understand now. She would probably stomp them out 😔 But anyway, the show was really sad. » Continue Reading

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