im meeting an online friend irl tomorrow hes visiting me for my birthday and we're gonna watch the new chainsaw man movie together since it releases the day of but for some reason im not as hyped as i thought i would be maybe its cause i havent had an irl friend in so long i forgot how it feels to actually feel the excitement of spending time with one? i dont know.. ;-; hopefully his visit will... » Continue Reading
basically in the title i only seem to attract men. girls seem to have no interest in me i have a male friend whos basically everything ive ever wanted in a person for a relationship but hes a guy and im gay, so i cant fully fall in love with him no matter how perfectly fitting he is for me its been bothering me most of the year. my life would be so much easier and less painful if i just wasnt ... » Continue Reading
hello my love sorry its been a while since we last spoke. a lot has happened to us it would seem good news is im finally not obsessed with you anymore! isnt that great? well, i supposed there still some obsession here and there, but let me reassure you that my limerence is completely gone, and i am ready to love you normally ive waited so long for your return. we both agreed it would be best for ... » Continue Reading
bit of a vent ig i have a few online friends but not much really. i know i should be grateful for having a few friends at all but even so, i still feel very alone maybe its because i lack an irl friend? i havent had one in years so idk i just feel very tired talking to people sometimes » Continue Reading
yo. vent ig? uh. i struggle to eat sometimes i would eat one meal a day or only small stuff throughout the day (mostly fruits) recently its been getting worse and i dont want to eat at all unless im really hungry im not obsessed with weight or anything i dont really care abt that i just struggle to eat is all and i dont really feel any sort of hunger due to depression thats abou » Continue Reading