It so funny to like South Park for it being messed up but then watch new episodes and go like "ew, why is it about modern-day politics? are they trend-hopping?" as if it wasn't a satire on society all along » Continue Reading
Every time i am confused why i have a city as the wallpaper of my browser and have to once again remember i did it because of "Mr Brightside". It reminds me of Edward Nygma/The Riddler from Gotham so so much » Continue Reading
I am not a fan of light literature, it's always some brooding "sophisticated" stuff, but for some reason i liked "Hearts Of Three'' by Jack London so much. I've reread it like three times. Maybe it reminds me of Sherlock Holmes novels? Or maybe just everyone is prone to like some good adventure lighthearted novel once in a while if the right one finds them. It's the same as to stumble on Deadpool ... » Continue Reading
Me: "I have nothing to say" Also me: proceeds to fill out another notebook and get repetative post restrictions on Tumblr due to reaching post limit » Continue Reading
Right now I dreamt of finding a good post to send to my girlfriend, it was some weird pron roleplay with art, we like to laugh our shits out using things like this. I woke up, went to our conversation on telegram, wanted to pin the screenshots to a message and only then understood I've dreamt about them » Continue Reading
I feel like I am returning to the mental state I was in before the trauma, it feels weird, but makes me happy, because I assume it's healing. » Continue Reading
I like to collect pictures on pinterest. It's something possesive for me. My mind just assumes if we dowland something we will have it and indeed, it wants to have so much... But once I have a trinket irl, it couldn't care less. It likes to yearn. » Continue Reading
Sometimes I get so tired of eating, like, meeeen, why so we need to do it so often? Like, ew, I have to do it again. I don't have ED, I don't care for the looks of my body, I just wish we could eat less, it's a boring an a mere uncomfortable procedure :/ » Continue Reading
Sometimes i want to create a little world in my head to live in, but it ends up just being a glued together collage consisting of all medias i ever consumed. Maybe it's impossible to create something unique from the scratch because i crave familiarity, base and because all the things i witnessed and felt are the parts that make me myself » Continue Reading
I love it when i go like "horror is boring, nothing scares or fazes me anymore", and then i need a social contact, have to buy something, talk to someone. have my homework checked, appear normal, perform and i am already shaking like a leaf and experience pure terror expecting social situation to end me:/ » Continue Reading
Can't believe i will return to uni soon. i'll be late for a week, because it's difficult to get tickets, but i'll be studying again soon. I just have to take it easy at least for a month because i was studying really hard for my literature course and i need a break not to burn out even before the studies start. » Continue Reading