"my back is broken"
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Category: Romance and Relationships
he told me these girls were flirting with him when he was out. i threw up i dont know what to do i cant let him go i just want him so bad i love him i know all my posts have been about him but i need a vice » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
he is killing me. after the brief moment of ecstasy i will have when seeing him, i will end my life. » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i dont understand why you have to push me away despite my love for you. stop self sabotaging and for once in your life believe that someone loves you. why do you do this to me? i love you » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i missed everything about him. i missed the way he talks, when he forgets to pronounce certain letters. i missed when he called me dumb little nicknames like lobster and sischacharino and sugar and beautiful. i missed the way he tricked me with compliments. i missed the way he shows his teeth by raising his upper lip. i missed the way he makes me promise to not tease but i never do. i missed the w... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
a few weeks and nothing good can last. i truly did feel like i was doing such a good job. i miss him more than ever, i am losing people fast, i am sick, i am falling behind on schoolwork which has never happened to me in my life. maybe the mark on my forehead, the cystic acne breakout between my eyebrows that bleeds and bleeds and bleeds is telling me that it wants to invite a bullet in. nothing g... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i cant talk to anyone now without comparing them to him. he does things that i get mad at but he is not mine to be mad at, and it frustrates me. my brain is torturing me by giving me dreams about him every night. i sat on his knee and gazed at him with all the love in my body directed towards him, and i remember so vividly he said, "you know sometimes you put love into things and they cant give it... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
ive neevr been more mad in my life wdym coppers shut down fucking amyl and the sniffers >!!??!?! omg it gets full at every concert and its a punk adjacent band obviously people are gonna storm the barriers. and theyre pissed too and im so mad and also people can be really rude in general. i wanted to mosh so bad CHECK OUT PUBLIC FIGURES !!!!!!!!! THEY WERE OPENING and theyre a sort of garage punk ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
anything can be drag because its just using aspects of gender roles to self express or perform. femininity is entirely performative in itself, so wouldnt traditional gender roles loving right wingers love drag ? i know it is often satire but othertimes it isnt. i could classify myself as drag because i take "traditionally" feminine things and use those to express myself, while still somewhat disru... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just letting everyone know im doing better with my mental health now and also TW discusses SH, suicidal ideation, abuse, and other sensitive topics. please do not read if you are uncomfortable with those topics! long story but my dad was abusive. i found out he has a new bu » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i am so unhappy with my life. i am not doing anything i enjoy and even when i do feel somewhat happy, it becomes futile. my existence is not doing anyone any good and does not benefit the planet in any way, shape, or form, no matter how hard i push for anything to happen. if there is a higher being, she has sent me to only endure misery. » Continue Reading
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