TW: SA, Describing traumatic event Me and one of my old friends were play fighting and he had me pinned down, with my hands behind my back. He started to hump me. My other friends were there and did nothing. I am no longer friends with him. I hate him I hate males like that I if this ever happens to you pls tell someone you trust and tell someone in power as they will do something about it. » Continue Reading
Tw: Body dysmorphia I have been 'sick' for who know how long. Always having a belly to heavy for my small body. Numbness everywhere. Pain in my legs from doing anything. Not talking properly. Pain in my back. I don't feel like this is my body, it has to be someone else's. I feel like the constant drug of happiness is starting to catch » Continue Reading
TW: Suicidal thoughts, SA(?), talk of death The life that I live has no effect on the world, if I die the birds will never cry for me like they did a noble or model as I am simply a jester on this big rock of lies that we call earth, school is meaning less as you end up not needing most of the work you strived for and humans will always hate one another no matter what time or place. I will possibl... » Continue Reading
Tw: Suicidal thoughts, body dysmorphia, disturbing thoughts (Pls tell me if I need to add more) So I'm going to be cutting my thoughts into chapters. How I feel about my life But I don't feel like I am here in the room most of the time, all I am is a play thing for the outside world to view with eyes on me at all times. School feels like a chore that I have to carry out so then my parents don't ge... » Continue Reading
My mum just doesn’t like it, idk why she doesn’t… She wanted me to grow my hair out and shit like that but that’s hard to look after and now she seems kinda annoyed that I cut it. Like she asked me why I did it in that “I’m disappointed” tone But she said that it was fine to get it cut short a a hair dresser! And then she says “Why are you asking me if it’s an okay choice for your hair? You should... » Continue Reading
so I cut my hair last night!!!!! And I'm going out today with some of my friends so I had to come out of my room eventually... BUT MY DAD LIKES IT!!!1 Idk about my mum tho, and I don't wanna go to the hairdresser and get my hair cut shorter (My mum likes even steven hair) BUT I LIKE IT THIS WAY!!!!!!!!!!! Idk, I'll tell y'all what happens next when my mum gets home and sees my hair. Have A Good D... » Continue Reading
I love how I cut my hair sm, sad that I’m probably gonna get in trouble for it (my parents want me to grow it out) Also Can y’all like give me some tips for like bangs? I really wanna have bangs » Continue Reading