Tarawi

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crying, throwing up and going crazy

Category: Friends

i just break up with bunch of my online friends who where very close to me. i just couldn't stand them anymore. it was fun while it lasted, but it didn't work anymore. it doesn't mean that it didn't hurt like a bitch, or that i didn't cry the whole day after it. or that i didn't try to drink my feeligs away last night. but i know it was meant to happen, everything in this world is meant to happen ... » Continue Reading

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SSO rant incoming!

Category: Games

so. i don't know how many here plays/knows Star Stable Online, but i'm going to rant about this game a whole lot now. i didn't play SSO when it was better, but i watched LOT of videos of it (somehow i didn't realised i could play it myself for free, i tough it was game that cost something (it kind of is) but i was a kid so i forgave myself) and loved the games aesthetic. i played Starshine Legacys... » Continue Reading

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i hate being sick

Category: Life

i had  stomach flu, and vomited the whole day yesterday. it fucking sucked. i hate being sick, and while i still can stand normal flu, i absolutely HATE vomiting and that my stomach hurts. now i'm feeling better, but my abs and body are sore of all the gagging that i did yesterday. because my mom is at our summer cottage, my dad took care of me the whole day. of cou » Continue Reading

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alone in games and in real life

Category: Games

i've been playing pony town all alone, because i don't have friends there (or anywhere). my only friend is my sister, and she doesn't play very often. i asked her if she would play with me earlier this week, but she was busy, and i'm scared to ask again. i know that my sister might get angry, if i'm asking her non-stop to play with me.  right now, i'm sitting alone in pony town and listening music... » Continue Reading

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i can't breathe

Category: Life

i don't know what is going on, but i feel like something heavy is in top of my chest. i can breathe yeah, but not normally or even good. everytime i inhale i feel pressure and little pain. what's going on with me. » Continue Reading

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venting and complaining, also first post here

Category: Life

i'm new here and been trying to edit my profile without knowing any coding. my computer is about to die and so am i. it's so hot in my room rn, and i've been anxious all day, so i might just start crying because why can't anything go as planned? ;-; i would sleep if it wasn't so hot. i have two fans blaring at me, and my oversensitive ears are about to burst because of the continuing sound, but if... » Continue Reading

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