I've been alone for most of my life, it has been really getting to me as of late. Unfortunately I'm horrible at talking to people and even worse at making and maintaining long term relationships. I have felt that most of my friendships have resulted mostly out of me getting lucky, one of my best friends was made because they liked a band shirt I was wearing, they along with another close friend of... » Continue Reading
As of late I've been fed up with a lot of thing such as politics, my home life, and in general the state of the world. I find that the most effective solution to this for me is going out and isolating myself in nature, I near the center of a pretty big city so it is hard for me to get away from people, and my bike keeps on breaking which only makes getting out harder. I will be getting paid for so... » Continue Reading
Being poor in America sucks, I'm pretty sure America has one of the worst welfare systems out of most first world countries, and on top of dealing with the shitty welfare system there's the current political climate here so I have even more to worry about being a minority and such and the fact that quite a few people at my school know i'm gay certainly doesn't help. The lack of regulations on food... » Continue Reading
I'm so tired of my high school in specific, I feel completely isolated there. It sucks that i'll be back at that stupid place in a few weeks, surrounded by intolerant bigoted morons, at least i'll have some purpose though, i've been unable to get a job and i've been to lazy to create art, learning is something that i get enjoyment out of too a certain extent so at least i'll have that :/ » Continue Reading
My brother recently said that Modest Mouse sounds like boy with uke, I've never felt so ashamed of liking something :( I also haven't drawn anything in a while, I might post whatever I draw next :) » Continue Reading
Today I spent a lot of time listening to music and drawing, I finished a sketchbook which I started at the end of last year, it's mostly filled with Rain World drawings and Animal drawings, I also drew some people, i'd like to draw more people in my new notebook. It'd be pretty cool to make some original characters too but I'm not that creative :/ » Continue Reading