I hate it here

Being poor in America sucks, I'm pretty sure America has one of the worst welfare systems out of most first world countries, and on top of dealing with the shitty welfare system there's the current political climate here so I have even more to worry about being a minority and such and the fact that quite a few people at my school know i'm gay certainly doesn't help. The lack of regulations on food is a more niche but a relevant problem for me nonetheless, most of my family is addicted to junk "food" for valid reasons, healthy stuff is always very expensive and even if it wasn't junk food is still highly addictive arguably to the same level as some drugs such as nicotine, junk food makes me feel horrible, to the point where its hard to do anything outside of lying down and watching tv, as of late we've been going to a food bank thanks to a recent bill that cut our food card, now we get stuff like meat and canned good, sometimes vegetables and fruits, I plan on going vegan since we do get quite a bit of canned vegetables and fruits among some other stuff, I don't know how successful i'll be but hopefully it works out, maybe then ill be more motivated to draw and stuff, have a nice day to whoever ends up reading this :)