April

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people posting themselves

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i see a bunch of people posting themselves, and i'd like to but i'm scared people will call me ugly or take my face and, like, save it or deepfake it. the internet scares me.  also, i just don't really like being perceived. that's me i guess.  » Continue Reading

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chatgpt is not your boyfriend---a rant

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a concerning amount of people this week keep talking about how they talk to AI more than humans. what is wrong with you people? replacing human connection with machines is insanely stupid. I'm losing braincells and entire neural networks just thinking about it.  AI always affirms you. you know that, right? you don't see a problem with that at all?? AI. ALWAYS. AFFIRMS. YOU. no, character ai doesn'... » Continue Reading

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executive dysfunction

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I hate not being able to do things. I hate when people tell me to "just do it", because I can't and I don't know how to tell them or explain to them that I can't.  The assignment I need to do is a FIVE PAGE ASSIGNMENT and it's due on Sunday, which is three days away. But every time I open the document, I just stare at it. I can't do it!! I don't know why!!  I hate it so much because I feel like su... » Continue Reading

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madoka magica piece (part 1)

Category: Art and Photography

i'd love to hear your thoughts :-) this is a wip i may or may not finish. » Continue Reading

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7 / 15 / 2025

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i had a trial shift at a place of work today, and they gave me 100 dollars for a four hour shift. i'm legit so happy!! idk if the rate is gonna be the same in further shifts (it's 14 an hour plus tips and sometimes people don't tip) but if i go through the other interviews i have this week and i decide the place is for me, i think i'll be happy with it. it's not too bad and i'm really happy that i... » Continue Reading

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job hunting pt. 2

Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

all of a sudden these jobs are calling me back and asking for interviews. why? why do they take weeks? why are they calling now when i have everything set up? why weren't they here before? » Continue Reading

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just cleaned my room

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it was almost like i was consumed with a holy spirit. the  holy spirit.  i never have the motivation to do anything. i'm a shell during the day, too tired to do anything but lay in bed and stare out at the blazing, humid landscape. the second it hits 10pm my productivity ascends exponentially. i grow wings pumping with caffeinated blood. my eyes make colors look prettier. i don't stop until 4 or 5... » Continue Reading

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new oc loredump

Category: Books and Stories

i've been reading madoka magica and i'm not too far in but i made an oc. just here to kinda dump the info on what makes her...her? idk. Akira Hami, 15 years old. she's an academic, really interested in how the world works and all the inner workings of the things she interacts with daily. very into space and astronomy especially. while she's curious about the world around her, she's even more curio... » Continue Reading

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three years (almost)

Category: Art and Photography

i ordered this diamond painting in august of 2022. this was here before everything i know today. as of today, july 14 2025, it is finished.  i think it was worth the 57 dollars. i might do this again sometime. » Continue Reading

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job searching

Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

job searching is a lot like the dating market. it's so hard to find "the one" but even when you really put yourself out there you only receive a little bit in return. a job i applied to interviewed me on june 30th, and assured me on three separate days they'd give me a call. they never did. it's been two weeks. i applied for five jobs on indeed and only got two interview options back, and one of t... » Continue Reading

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biology

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i'm doing prerequisite work for a biology course i'll be taking in about a month, and i just finished the first chapter. it's really easy. and i know it's prereq work but it's honestly making me feel really good about this year. i hope it won't be too hard on me. calculus, however, is what's really making me sweat. » Continue Reading

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