i don't feel like enough of a girl. i don't think of myself as a particularly insecure person. maybe not in the usual sense. i don't think i'm ugly. i don't hate my body. i'm comfortable in it most times. but i guess i'm more insecure about how much i like being myself. i think putting up a facade is tiring. if i feel miserable, i'll look as miserable as i feel. if i'm in a good mood, i'll make an... » Continue Reading
i don't feel like enough of a girl. i can gladly say that i am, in fact, a girl. i've had no qualms about that my whole life. i am happy to be a girl and i am happiest around my girl friends. i went to a girls school. i am surrounded by girls and women in all stages of my education and professional life. i would like to keep it this way until i am laid six feet under, and beyond. but i live in a s... » Continue Reading
i want this space to be somewhere i can talk unabashedly about my hyperfixations without a character limit or any sort of algorhythmic pressure!!! so, first order of business. i'll be dedicating this first rec post to my current creative muse. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT » Continue Reading
hi. i've been wanting to get on here for so long now, but i finally found the time to sit down and figure out the coding. i haven't done this stuff since ye ol' tumblr days (i'm still on tumblr). i figured i'm at a point in my life where going back to journalling is probably the most productive way to make sense of these adult feelings. i think i've had enough of ranting on twitter. writing here w... » Continue Reading