j.alec

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"listening to music"

18 years old, disturbed, cats

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I like a boy, but...

Category: Life

What do I do? I like this guy, and we've been dating for a whole month, and out of nowhere I get a message from another girl asking if I'm seeing him... I said yes, and she started telling me that he's been her boyfriend for two years, that he's always cheating on her and everything, but that she always forgives him. I felt bad because I had just slept with him and lost my virginity. I felt dirty ... » Continue Reading

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Mi vida

Category: Life

¿Porque no soy normal?  Quiero ser normal como cualquier otra persona, me duele tanto mi corazón cuando veo a los demás siendo felices.  Sin miedo de que les vean, yo no soy así, a mi me da asco mi cuerpo, mi cara, mi alma.  Todos dicen que yo soy hermoso, de lindo cuerpo pero yo no veo eso, yo me veo deforme y horrible.  Cualquier cosa me pone mal y sobrepienso, miro a chicos y chicas de mi edad;... » Continue Reading

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My sweet heart

Category: Writing and Poetry

My sweet and delicate heart heart filled with pain pain that kills my soul soul that is dying Why does it hurt so much? so much, so much, so much my soul is crying out loud with my blood pouring out spilling my pain into my heart » Continue Reading

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hi guys

Category: Friends

How are you? I'm a little sleepy today because my cats kept me up all night... I'd love to show them to you, but I don't know how to upload pictures or links... that's hard lol But hey, I love you all very much, even if you don't know me, let me tell you that I love you all and I wish you a nice day and night, my friends. MUAHHHH KISS KISS KISS  » Continue Reading

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It's my birthday

Category: Life

 A birthday is supposed to be happy, where everything should be nice, but unfortunately that's not my case... how can my family make me hate my own birthday?  They yell at me, discriminate against me, insult me. What am I supposed to do, an 18-year-old boy like me? Put up with it? It hurts so much, it hurts my heart...  » Continue Reading

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Do you recommend songs to me?

Category: Music

 I want to listen to new musical genres and/or songs that I have never heard. Could you recommend any? Please? I've been meaning to update my playlist with your recommended songs!  Thank! » Continue Reading

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LIFE

Category: Friends

Making friends is easy, but finding them is hard. My only two friends are my favorites. I play Roblox or Minecraft with them 24/7 all the time. We make calls and do crazy things. But I'd like to have more friends and experience more things outside of games or phone calls... like being taught new things. It would be fun to find someone who's the opposite of me. » Continue Reading

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