for the past couple days ive just been rewatching my favourite childhood cartoons and shows from my early teens and also listening to music from that time period and it feels so nostalgic and so familiar, for someone who doesn't feel like they belong anywhere i think i feel the most sense of belonging to these old shows,to the music, & the cartoons. Even though i wasnt having the best time when i ... » Continue Reading
i get that living in a small town can have its perks, one being that its much more quiet than the bigger cities, theres not much traffic anywhere, and its more peaceful overall but tbh i just feel like my youth is being thrown away here. i dont mingle with the locals because i do not fit in to their community and i dont really want to, and unfortunately thats so important to the people here becaus... » Continue Reading
i get that living in a small town can have its perks, one being that its much more quiet than the bigger cities, theres not much traffic anywhere, and its more peaceful overall but tbh i just feel like my youth is being thrown away here. i dont mingle with the locals because i do not fit in to their community and i dont really want to, and unfortunately thats so important to the people here becaus... » Continue Reading
What an icon. I noticed that no matter how much new music i listen to and how many new artists im introduced to i always come back to her music. Truly timeless and truly a wonder of our time. » Continue Reading
All my life i wanted to own a musical instrument but i didn't know which one really? I just knew i wanted to be in that creative space and atmosphere. I was kinda leaning more towards drums but i live in a small town in the middle of nowhere and there absolutely no music classes here so i figured maybe the acoustic guitar was the best way to go at first, i also love the way it sounds. I hope i do... » Continue Reading
I don't know why i would actually want to be in a fight club, i don't know why the idea of being punched and bleeding out doesn't sound so bad to me. Like why do i actually want that. » Continue Reading
Sometimes i wonder who i'd be and how i'd be without always having felt the need to escape or leave or isolate, i mean it's such an integral part of my being that I don't even think I'd recognize myself without it. It isss exhausting and daunting and so on but jesus, the thought of me sitting on a random park bench in portland oregon or something not wanting to leave... but actually feeling ground... » Continue Reading