okay so my lifes been so good lately like bro since i lost lemon my lifes been so good and like i have new friends but bro i tried a thing like cigarette today but no the thing cigarette and not vape idk but bro it was so bad I LITERALLY THREW UP HELPPPPP so i wont try it again and its been so chill lately i cant wait for my new school and yeah ill miss my friends tho especally a girl lets call he... » Continue Reading
I FINALLY BROKE MY FRIEND/SITUATIONSHIP WITH LEMON AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA im so happy i cant even describe it she was so toxic so first we had a camp with the whole school, and lemon said i would be in the same room with her and some other people i like. but i couldnt go to the first day cause i was sick, so i wwent to the second day and she and everyone ignored me, then one of her friuends said she... » Continue Reading
TW: VENT, SLIGHT S3LF HARM, INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS hii so i have been in a really bad condition lately and i honestly just want to cut off all my friends. it would be so much easier without them bragging to me about how bad is their life when im literally here almost offing myself cause nobody listens when i talk about something. and actually lemon is such a b!tch. like once we had a fight and she sai... » Continue Reading
hiiii okay so im back. and idk what is going on, the days have been kinda bad but i dont need to go to school today cause i faked being sick cause i rlly didnt want to go so yes. Lemon has been giving me even more mixed signals, im planning on teeling her after june 20 cause we will have the summer break after it, so if she rejects me it wont be too hard neither of us, she can just say she doesnt ... » Continue Reading
i cant sleep. no, honestly i dont want to sleep. i feel sick about school today. i dont want to go. im getting tired of this, i really dont want friends irl. or at all, but im sure this feeling wont last. but now i feel like i would be so much more happier if i would just k!ll all my friends. i dont want any more drama. i will update you guys the day after tomorrrow cause i wont have my laptop wit... » Continue Reading
okay so i wrote my first blog like a minute ago but it felt so good so idc i will post another :> okay so im currently in elementary school(quick explanation:idk if its the same in every country but in hungary elementary school lasts from 1th grade to 8th grade and you start 1th grade usually at 6-7, and the you go to highschool what lasts from 9th grade to 12th grade) and the next year i will be ... » Continue Reading
so i have a bsf im not gonna say her name so lets just call her lemon. i love her so much, more than everything in my life, and i have no other friends beside her. but she does, she has many many friends and sometimes i feel like they are my friends too but then i realise they are probably only interested in her and im just here cause im with lemon and they cant tell me to leave them alone. and i ... » Continue Reading