I found my god while down on my knees. We may be sinning but I urge you to bite me and fill me up. rip my soul apart and devour me whole. My throat turns hoarse from screaming to a god who is lustful but that's not even the best part. the best part is when i can make someone so powerful beg on his knees like a whore. May i find my religion with his face buried in-between m... » Continue Reading
i'm scared this is all i will ever be so please, don't expect much from me. i wish i was kinder to the person i love. most days, i feel unfit to be loved; like i don't deserve it. i crave affection but then i run from it. i'm spending my days resisting the desire to end it all. i wonder when that day will come. i hope it's soon. » Continue Reading
to know me is to know my pain and to know my pain is to know the person who put me through that pain. her name is forever engraved into my soul. not only engraved but burned into my skin. it's not only the flashbacks that affect me, its the trust issues i formed over time. it's the emotional numbness, the overthinking, and feeling unsafe in places that i know for a fact are safe. so tell me, are y... » Continue Reading
Eat me, rip me apart, consume me inside and out, make me apart of you forever. Have me in a way no one else ever could. Can you let me be weak in your arms like a fragile lamb in the arms of a wolf? To feel just one last time, how it feels like to be loved so purely and be oh so safe in your warm grasp. Can you hold me and cradle me in your arms? I don't want you in bits and pieces, I want you all... » Continue Reading