urges

TRIGGER WARNING: S3LF H4RM

I yearn for that feeling on my arms and thighs again.

The one where the blood seeped through my clothing at a random hour on Wednesday.

The feeling that I used to cope all my teenage years.

With each breath I took, the urges get stronger. I feel it taking control over me.

Maybe if I finally gave in again, I would feel better.

- your self concious