Often, I feel lonely, like I don't belong anywhere, no matter how I try. The oddness circles back to me, a loop that I can never seem to escape from. I don't belong to someone, nor do they belong to me. Everything has always been temporary to me, yet I hold onto the ones that stay before the time expires. It's a sour feeling. "Why can't I find a place to be part of?" » Continue Reading
I can't believe June is just tomorrow. I thought I had all these chances of being somewhere out there... I dunno, a new trip or a new city to settle in. How many moments have I wasted, and how many more, "One day, I..." do I have it in me now? I've been believing for the best, but how long should I hope for? The first week of May gave me so much hope, but I'm back to the same spot. Is my discomfo... » Continue Reading
1. Black Box Recorder - I Ran All The Way Home 2. Spell - There's No Blood In Bone 3. Lois - Evening in Paris 4. 9Million, Nicole Dollanganger - Why 5. Creed - One Last Time » Continue Reading
only in my dreams shall i have her entirely. the myriad of colors burst in the air and the red petals scattered in the snow, in such a scene, does she embrace me her arms enveloping me whole. » Continue Reading
Life is tough and full of choices. You get so many options until you run out of them, moments before you realize, and don't know what you want anymore. Or that's just how I feel. I can't remember what I wanted or who I wanted to be anymore. All I see is the narrow, the bleak, the dust that covers the blue sky... I guess you could say everything is gray. How did I lose those colored glasses and bec... » Continue Reading