"Practicing vocals."
Mexican, relatively pale, male, USA resident.
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Rayan and I were both trying to get a ride back from our friend's place in a two-seater Mazda [that Ant owned/was driving], but Ant didn't want to get pulled over (as expected) for having two passengers in one seat, let alone minors (he's about 21), so what we did was he put our bags in the trunk, and we tried to contort our bodies to fit. Initially, Rayan was on top/sitting down and I was the bot... » Continue Reading
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From the fifteenth of June, I've kind of dropped these due to a strange dissociation from the internet and a sudden, burning desire to get out in the real world. A lot has happened, but I'll try to make notes in my entries from now on. I've been really living recently. I'll try and update things a little more, mostly for myself because these help me record things properly. I need to remember. I do... » Continue Reading
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I made a good amount of progress writing, and I now have a small amplifier that allows me to get distortion effects on my acoustic guitar. It's one of those little Honey Tone ones you get for twenty-seven bucks. I've been using it a lot. Nothing specific on either day, though. » Continue Reading
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Nothing really happened. I did, however, get a job, and used my first payment to get a Seymour Duncan pickup for my guitar. The G string snapped, though. I'll replace it later today. » Continue Reading
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My friend visited me and we went out to get groceries. The lady who worked the register at the first store told me I had a nice voice and I should be on the radio, which warmed my heart ever so slightly. I found a Red Bull and a Monster tab at that store. We carried the bags to the next store, and ended up removing an onion from our cart at the register because we were sixteen cents short. It was ... » Continue Reading
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I did another unimportant thing I regret. I was, without prior notice, invited to attend a punk show with my friend, and so we went. I took a shot of cheap vodka and spat it out there in the parking lot [I don't like alcohol]. The first band did really good, and I got a photo and talked to the bassist after. The second band was great, though we didn't interact at all. The third band was amazing, a... » Continue Reading
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On the third, I finished reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower , a book which I read in full in less than eleven hours between doing other things and attending my classes that has quickly become my new favorite story. I couldn't put it down when I picked it up, it was beautiful and hurt me in the best possible way. It made me feel real for a minute, and it was like somebody truly understood me f... » Continue Reading
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Today my Spanish teacher asked me why I asked her to just put my speaking final down as a zero. I told her I didn't want to waste her time because I didn't understand the material, and that I hadn't paid attention in over a month and a half. She asked why, I couldn't answer, and I almost started crying, I could feel the tears slipping away from my eyelids. She told me I reminded her of her son, an... » Continue Reading
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It happened. I lost it. I lost myself. Attempting to persist. Nothing's right. Attempting to make something with what's left of me. Attempting to resume my walk on this road. » Continue Reading
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Almost lost it in first period again, ended up raking gravel and repeating things to myself to remain stable. Third I did absolutely nothing but take notes. Fifth, I damn near passed out again. Seventh was good, because I like English. I walked to the library with my girlfriend and her sister, who decided she doesn't want me dead anymore because she was told not to do anything to me by someone she... » Continue Reading
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Not a lot's happened. I've been losing my shit a lot the last few days. I'll return to writing when I feel less neurotic. I mostly just sat around and listened to music because I couldn't bring myself to do anything worthwhile. I also now have my bag prepared if I need to run anywhere. » Continue Reading
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