1 November, 2025.

Rayan and I were both trying to get a ride back from our friend's place in a two-seater Mazda [that Ant owned/was driving], but Ant didn't want to get pulled over (as expected) for having two passengers in one seat, let alone minors (he's about 21), so what we did was he put our bags in the trunk, and we tried to contort our bodies to fit. Initially, Rayan was on top/sitting down and I was the bottom/on the floor in a ball, but it was extremely obvious, so we tried it the other way around and then dropped it when it didn't work because Rayan is really tall. Then, I sat down and Rayan got on top of me, but I moved my legs to the left and he angled his entire body to the right. Ant and I put a red blanket over him, and I put my arm around his torso so that from the outside, it looked like I was carrying a bundle or something like it, as you do, and not a human boy. It was really warm in the vehicle, and Rayan's body heat was rubbing off on me a lot. Our arms shifted positions a bit, and it was weird, but it worked, and we reached the return point without incident. It was probably one of the gayest physical experiences of my life. Definitely not the gayest, but one of them.