Yk, lately I've been thinking if I'm really living my life or just drowning myself in anything that makes me forget that in alive Like, am I really enjoying the moment? Do I really like that? Do i really want that? Or am I just fooling myself to think I like it, just so I don't have to actually think and won't feel really bad for just being alive? Coming from other dimension isn't easy, all the ... » Continue Reading
I'm just so insecure I'm insecure of doing smtg I want, of not doing it, of doing smtg someone else wants or not doing it Feels like no matter my choice, I'm always gonna be lonely and/or being a complete idiot » Continue Reading
Yea, I wanted to have a blog sm times, I also would like to post poetry, I write it when I'm sad But yk, Ive been so worried and busy studying and beeing forced to live real life I mean, I was so much happier when I didn't study and I'd spend all day just watching things, not having friends and living a non-real life Now, it's almost like real life doesn't feel real, or like it's killin me Well, j... » Continue Reading
Why do men like seeing women suffer? I have this habit of tickling my close friends when they're distracted or feeling down, just to make them laugh and lighten the mood a bit. But something happened today that made me stop and think. Some time ago, I tried tickling my only male friend. Since then, he’s always tickling » Continue Reading