Random dzzz

Yea, I wanted to have a blog sm times, I also would like to post poetry, I write it when I'm sad

But yk, Ive been so worried and busy studying and beeing forced to live real life

I mean, I was so much happier when I didn't study and I'd spend all day just watching things, not having friends and living a non-real life

Now, it's almost like real life doesn't feel real, or like it's killin me

Well, just some venting,  if anyone feels like that, u can talk to me and be my friend or wtv ;3