a lot are WIPs (work in progress), but i rather just show them and update if i ever finish. NOTE: THESE ARE ALL ART. i dont use real-life gore in any of my art, like photobashing it—i dont do that (OCs lore) (the lyrics are from the song praey by eastghost. this isnt OC related, made it randomly) » Continue Reading
whats the difference between empathy and sympathy? if i lack one, do i lack the other? can one still be present even if the other one isnt? i think the moments are due to suppressing emotions, as it depends on the situation. is that why i lack empathy inconsistently? » Continue Reading
i honestly never knew what his role was. he was kind of like just a figure to me. like he was just there in the media, but obviously he had a role » Continue Reading
its still 4/20 (its 10:52 PM for me). adolf hitlers birthday, 26th anniversary (by literal definition, "the date on which an event took place in a previous year") of the columbine high school massacre, easter, and a reference to smoking weed. i didnt do anything for easter because i find it a pointless "holiday." i was supposed to finish a psychology assignment hours ago, but i got distracted with... » Continue Reading
will be the day i tell my friends i have paraphilias. will be the day i wont be ashamed to tell a mental health professional because, even if i dont have paraphilic disorders, having the paraphilias i have makes me confused, disgusted, and unhappy "why are you making this your whole personality?" because i dont want to hide this part of me from others. i dont want to surround myself with people wh... » Continue Reading
im not saying dont ask questions. ASK questions, but be aware that not everyone is willing to answer or can answer a person is aroace/aroacespec for their own reason(s). if they dont have any, thats okay. im aroace because: #1. i dont understand the priority of romantic feelings and needing to experience them #2. i experience platonic love/feelings A LOT #3. sex isnt a priority for me. im not enti... » Continue Reading
my gender, romantic, and sexual orientations. specifically romantic and sexual, but not platonic. for myself, platonic (feelings) are above romantic and sexual, and havent changed however, slowly accepting i do have paraphilias, NOT paraphilic disorders, has allowed me to think about myself engaging in romantic and sexual acts because a lot of my fantasies are not normal, and i felt different beca... » Continue Reading