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Category: Blogging
sometimes i just like to write walls of text that i know nobody is going to read,,,, i dont know why but everytime i go to therapy i come crashing down. reaching out to people feels so unnecessary because it is literally always the same bullshit. do i succumb to my anxiety? do i hide? i feel so naked when i am vulnerable, nobody deserves to see me. it is pathetic how inside and out i am just the s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
everything feels so awful and i don't understand why. where will i be in ten years? will i be here? a chronically online loser? i don't understand how everyone is moving on. living life. i feel like i am stuck drowning and watching leaves fall while i don't really move forward. there's too much pain to do anything about. idk. i straight up don't like myself and i do not believe i deserve to have f... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I wish I was having fun! I wish I was proud of myself man. I wanna just be skinny and tan and live a better life but instead I have ugly hair and a stupid car and I am NOT a princess » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
why do the bad guys always get away? why am i stained with the constant reminders of the past while the evil are gifted the luxury of forgetting their offenses? i wish i could just expose everybody for the things that they do, but it's so scary. i wish i didn't talk around with the guilt of knowing so many people are awful. if i'm even remotely associated with them, am i also awful? am i going to... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
When will it end and where will I begin? Tongue tied with red tape and skin sliced with diet coke and scrubbed clean to the point of insanity. Fear of nothing dangerous but not being beautiful or wanted of loved. Broken brains and multifaceted delusions are painful when riddled with diseases that keep distorting the reason for why each breath hurts so bad. Drawing out reasons for staying alive hu... » Continue Reading
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Category: Quiz/Survey
Should I use this as a place to post my poetry hmmmmmm????? » Continue Reading
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