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Category: Romance and Relationships
tues. jun 10 '25 it is june now and it is way too hot. a week full of 80 degree weather. it is humid and hot and not pleasant in the slightest. so, so far i am annoyed by -the way it feels like i'm swimming through the air -the way my headaches start killing me whenever i wake up (no, it's not a hangover) -the way my heart drops whenever i read your name -the way my air conditioner finding a w... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i'm daydreaming again. morning rain and near misses. i always come so close but never close enough. i've watched all my friends explode into confetti. like bombs. one shot and i'm already sober. this is the sound of losing faith... "confetti comes whistling like bombs..." so pop open another drink. and we can party till we drop. all your love letters start to read like they were written in b... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
wed. june 5 '25 oh summer. your noises are in my ears once again. it feels a little bit better having them clear again. all quiet like empty mansions i think i have been hung up for far too long now. i am trying to quit once again. because the other hundred times have gone so well. but you always find a way to get me thinking about you again. it's embarrassing (for me) and impressive (for you, a... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
seriously i always get way too depressed around this time of year. not sure why. it feels like every mistake i make accumulates and then gets dropped right back down onto my head during these months. oh well. summer's gonna rip this year. i got a feeling. my heart is beating but i'm hardly alive. something about pushing everyone away feels so comforting but i hate myself for it when it's done. ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
mon. jun 2 '25 what the hell happened to "us?" seriously, i hate everything about you. the way you make me more anxious than i've ever been. the way you act like you don't know. the way you make me miss you when i don't want to. the way i keep seeing you everywhere i go. well i don't wanna see you anymore. i hate you from the bottom of my heart. i can say it and i can mean it. just kidding... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
fri. may 02 '25 normally i have to pay to panic like this. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
tues. apr. 29 '25 cherry blossoms dot these tailored white sheets. i'm moving so slow but still without hesitation. rainstorms and old houses have been filling my dreams lately. I don't want to wait much longer. oh bullet, i'm begging you to miss me. and stare at me with your gunpowder smile. things are so golden but they could blow up at any second. i can't keep anything in but i can't get an... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
sun. apr 27 '25 i am blessed by the patron saint of indifference. i am hardly home when i crack my head on my pillowcase and out rolls my heart. i hit the brakes on honesty and shut my eyes and hope for the best. the engine stutters as it rolls over my body. the house i grew up in is a hotel now. i sleep in just to sleep out. i'm all rolled up in your carpets and i can't find my way out. so no... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm awake in Seattle two nights in a row now. I've been having difficulty getting to sleep and difficulty waking up. I think I'm starting to get sick. My head moves like movie scenes. Every shot keeps it going. And I keep my tongue tightly choreographed. But my words need a better dance to do. And the curtain drops, and I can hardly keep my composure. I'll take everything I can get. My mood mi... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
"I use my lungs for everything but breathing..." I'm writing this with every little bit of shame building up in the back of my throat, throwing it all up and watching them fly away like the butterflies in my stomach. I'm daydreaming like wartime pigeons dying letter-by-letter. You always have a way of getting me to admit that my tongue works harder than my heart. Tide is out for now, but these ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
thurs. apr 24 '25 red lights dance on my skin. i keep cigarettes lit in my mouth just to keep it shut. i'm a sucker for a sweet talker. it's pathetic but so are we. this teenage poetry makes me feel sick and ashamed. but it keeps busy. it keeps me praying for an advance on my forgiveness. "i'm cutting you out, from under my skin... give me the strength, to never let you get back in" » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
fri. apr 11 '25 my head is a run-down apartment and my heart is an indifferent landlord. the only other tenant here is you and i'm begging for you to get evicted. the fire escapes are all faulty and the water doesn't run. i'm waking up every morning with a little hole in my heart. i wake up and throw up. i think i'm lovesick but i'm writing my love letters on your rolling papers. it's not your ... » Continue Reading
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